In a lot of ways I really don’t like myself.
I absolutley lack self discipline. I’m wide awake right now, it’s 3:36am. I didn’t take my sleeping medication at 5pm like I should have. And by 10 when I remembered it was too late. And I didn’t bring my short release that may have actually helped. Am I addict to seroqel? FFS.
And I ate so much crap today!! And spent money that I HAVE TO SAVE.
Tomorrow is the annual countdown of the Hottest 100 songs, a big day for me. A favourite day.
And here I am.
- I looked at a lot of shark pictures.
- I learned some more about Ariana Grande and her brother Frankie.
- I terrified myself some more with ideas of how bad things could get with the current American president.
- Goats. There’s a lot of them on the internet.
- Facebooks stalks!
- I mindfully explored some mandalas in my closed eyes. As usual a high number of pot leaves were present.
- Dog cuddles with nefurew Albert.
- I looked up trypophobia. Again. Just to check I’m not imagining it.